Frankly, I had a tough time during the earlier part of the last year. Everything seemed so hazy and difficult yet linked to each other. He could feel those cracks all over my soul that were created by him. And, I was slipping briskly into the pit of intimacy. There was a mix of emotions everytime and every other second inspite of being with him.
Why did I need to go through all that trouble just to be judged if I am marriage material? Why wasn't I treated with kindness and instead fed with a fake personality? Didn't I deserve to be with the original him?
Yet somebody was constantly telling me to always be on God's side. And I did so. Not because I had no other choice than that but because being in constant conversation with God gave me that peace of mind and stole anxiety from my heart instantaneously! I was in direct contact with HIM through prayers.
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